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About Me Member General Digital Photographer Brandalyn Mackey16/United States

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it's called acting, sweetie

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PaleI'm not sure how I thought I could handle it. Not sure about the quickening of the heart. The tightening of the throat. The racing of the mind. Not sure about why I couldn't even turn my head to look at you.
I tried.
I really did. But something wouldn't let me. I just don't know what. So I'm sorry. If you thought I didn't want to see you, I mean.
Because I did. And I know that's a dangerous thing to say.
I'm starting to think that you're just generally not good for my health. I feel sick. But I wont blame you. It's all my own doing. Pale
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I'm Surprised I Haven't Passed Out Yet

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 1:55 PM

_{-insert a very very very loud combination of moans, groans, and general sounds of horror and dispare-

I decided to help out my local pro-photographer friend with a little project she's run out of time on.

Three 5 by 5 (inch) photo books, about 22 pages each, front and back cover included, and all made in photoshop. I've had the materials and photos needed for a week now, but I'm still not done.

The costumers ordered them at the start of last month.

And oh maaaaan have I been stressing. Which is bad. When I stress and worry too much, I can actually make myself sick. Black outs, colds, migraines, that sort of thing.

I think I'll be going completely insane by this time next week. Even though I'm pretty sure I'll be done by then. Doesn't matter.
At least I'll have about 5 days to spend with family in Arkansas. Ugh. The idea makes me so happy. I need to get away from here.

Remind me to never get a job that's 'from home,' kay guys?}

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Listening to: Need You Now -Lady Antebellum
Reading: The Mortal Instruments (again! XD )
Watching: My time slowly fade away
Eating: YOUR MOTHER
Drinking: Water

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_{These things:
Finishing one of my novels before I'm 20. Or even finishing one, period.
Following passions even thought it's something I'll never make into a career.
Walking to Walmart at nine pm because I just finished reading a book and 'have' to get the next two.
Buying too much chapstick and using it up too soon.
Spending hours stressing out over one thing only to feel better about it after finishing one small painting.
Making promises, not keeping them, and then beating myself up over it.
Honestly hating when people pay for me.
Being too honest about the things you don't need to hear and then keeping the things that matter to myself.

As for the rest, why not ask and see.}